~Nicky's Journal~

"Behold, I send an angel before thee; to keep thee in the way,
and to bring thee into the place which I have prepared...
" ~~ Exodus 23:20



Nicky's Spring School Picture, March 2007
10.5 years old

Nicholas Alexander was born via C-section at 11:42 PM on November 25, 1996, after a 24 hour labor that was not proceeding because he was posterior presentation (facing up). He was 2.5 weeks early, weighed 6 lbs 13 oz and was 20 in long. He has dark blonde hair and blue eyes. Unfortunately, things aren't perfect. He was born with a birth defect: an inherited genetic skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa, the Hallopeau Siemens, Recessive Dystrophic kind. He blisters/scratches very easily. He spent his first 8 days of life in NICU, and, after being trained on how to care for his many wounds we took him home on December 4, 1996. Regardless of his condition, he is our blessing.

 

sunday, December 23, 2007

Nicky graduated this past school year and graduated Elementary School in the honor roll as usual.... however, middle school provided a challenge for us. It was a hard transition for Nicky, and I knew things would be rough, but I never expected the school system to treat him like a leper. Nicky was discriminate against and the school never tried to adapt to Nicky's needs, their answer to everything was to just send him home. They had no interest in 'dealing with it', no matter what 'it' was. He was sent home or they tried to send him home (and they could not get in touch with us) at least once a week (or more) since the school year started. This, plus the fact that he missed school due to two bouts of corneal abrasions and he missed the first two weeks of school because we were in Italy, my honor roll student is all of a sudden getting Fs? If this does not speak mounds of the lack of care at this school for this child, I don't know what does. In the meantime... Nicky will be homeschooled by yours truly for the last two weeks of the semester, and come the new year he will be put on the 'Home Hospital Program' where a teacher will come by our house once a day for one hour, 5 days a week to teach Nicky what he needs to know, and I will pick up the slack for the rest and help him out. He will most likely spend the rest of his 6th grade on this program. What we will do after that will depend on Nicky. While I would like him to have some interaction with other kids and other adults, I am also not going to let him be treated like this... We'll see.

Nicky's attitude has changed greatly since he's been home-he was sad at first, but once he realized that he could 'sleep in' and we could go back to our regular bandage change routine (a bath every third day) his spirits lifted and he's like... a whole new kid. I cannot truly explain how much happier he looks. We'll take it one day at a time for sure...

Aside his school stuff, tons of other things are going on... too much... my head is spinning. We have an appointment with the dentist the day after xmas and we're not looking forward to it at all. Of course, being Xmas, things are hectic already. Nicky is now wearing underwear during the day so we have his bowel problem under control. Wound-wise is better lately. I've padded him to death so he could not scratch and it worked!!! Weee!

mommy @ 10:28 AM    

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tuesday, May 1, 2007

Nicky is doing real well at school as usual.... however, it's becoming a real challenge to get him to do his homework. He can sit there for 3 hours just to write 3 paragraphs. Not because he can't do it, because he does not like to do it. I tried to have long talks with him, telling him how important it is, how we all have to do things we don't like, but it's falling on deaf years. Oh well, 6 more weeks and then school is over, he'll graduate from Elementary School and I will sit there being amazed! Who knew that little timid kid that started kindergarten would become this amazing student? Hats off to Nicky.

Aside his school stuff, tons of other things are going on... too much... my head is spinning. We have an appointment with the pediatrician tomorrow and I have a LOOONG list of things for her... she's going to hate me. For one, once again I will ask for him to be seen by the dentists at Children's Hospital, I told them before how I know the insurance will not pay for it, to just charge us, instead they put it through the insurance and 3 months later we get the denial... nobody listens to me. I also had asked for hand surgery and nobody ever called me back. His bowel impaction problem now is a serious issue and I will demand something to be done, if it's surgery, so be it. We tried the strongest medicine and it didn't work. I don't know what else to do to fix this problem. This is actually supposed to be a 'camp' appointment, so, yuppie, blood work and the rest, Nicky will hate it. I will also ask her why Children's Hospital is not calling me back regarding his blood transfusions and I will need to remember to ask her to tell the supplier that I need more, different products. It's never ending!!!

Wound-wise is just strange lately. His wrists seem to be the worse spot, along with his knees. We can get everything pretty much healed but those areas. I wish we could air-dry them, but it's just too painful for him to expose these sort of wounds to air. Here's hoping things will improve a bit!!!

mommy @ 10:13 AM    

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saturday, February 10th, 2007

Nicky had a great Halloween-he was SpongeBob! It was hilarious. He then had also a great birthday (will try to get some pictures on the website soon-I am so behind and I completely forgot... sorry!). Christmas rolled around and then New Years, one of the first New Years he was actually awake, lol. He was off school for three weeks!

In January we went to Florida for the EBAN's fundraiser (click here to see pics!) and Nicky was thrilled because he got to spend sometime with his EB friends Jonathan, Samantha and Hunter. Nicky even made the news! Too funny. Nicky was also the featured child on the "Make A Child Smile" website for January and... Holy Cow... here's an excerpt from my Blog on MYSPACE:

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Well, Nicky was the 'featured' child on the MAC's website for January (he is still lingering about the website for at least another two months and then most likely a lot longer at this URL: http://www.makeachildsmile.org/2007/prev_2007_jan1.shtml) and I just have to say... WOW!!! Holy Cow. I never got so much mail in my life. Since is now February I thought he would no longer get mail, but lo and behold I went to check today after I haven't done so in a week and there were at least 50 cards, 5 thick envelopes, 10 or so manila envelopes and three packages! All in all so far he probably received at least 600 cards/letters and a miriad of gifts, from stickers galore, to cars, DVDs, gift cards to McDonalds & Target, hand-made collectible cards and some store-bought, a puzzle, a big bear, little bears, a couple of PEZ dispensers, a bottle full of candy, tons of little bitty toys, like those pills that in water turn into something else... actually, to be honest, we haven't even opened it all. Who knows what's in there! Nicky even got a trooper kit (a patch with a little car and other things) from the Illinois State Police!! In one of the boxes one amazing human being even sent me a hand-made matching pair of earrings and necklace with beads from czechoslovakia for me!! How amazing is this? We want to wait now until Connor is SLEEPING one afternoon-hopefully before the end of the week if possible-so we can get through everything and figure out who we need to send thank you cards to and organize it all. I was surprised that many classrooms had the kids write a note to Nicky and then they were all sent together in a big manila envelope-some of these kids were little and they sent drawings, some of the bigger kids used glitter markers, some printed pictures of Mario and SpongeBob and Full House and they wrote notes, made little collectible cards and more.  I am just amazed. I will now get on the bandwagon myself and start writing these kids that are featured and send them something to make them smile<<

Coming up... Nicky has decided he wants hand surgery done on 'four fingers'. Both index and middle fingers on both hands basically, nothing more. He's having difficulties playing his video games. Now the problem is getting a decent Doctor to do the procedure, since I know of only one that does them routinely (who has done Nicky's hand in the past) but the Insurance will surely not pay for it since she's up at Stanford. Nice, huh? So, I am forced to put my son through yet another learning routine for some doctor that does not have clue one about EB. Beautiful. Looking forward to that... NOT!

We're still waiting on the mouth thing. I want at least a decent mouth cleaning-will need to call CHLA once again and see if they can schedule him, nobody ever calls me back, I swear. Ugh. We're doing a Bowel cleaning this weekend, finally got he prescription for it, it took long enough! If it does not work we'll try again next weekend since he's got 2 3-day weekends in a row. Wish us luck!

Other than that... everything is fine. He's doing well at school as usual, we're using the Miracle Mist regularly on his wounds and a specific cream that is healing his wounds, we're doing it one wound at a time to see if we see a difference, plus it's strong stuff and I don't want to mess him up. We're also trying a different kind of nutritional supplements and I do see a difference, we may be part of a clinical trial for the stuff, but everything is up in the air as far as that goes, so I have no clue.

Did everyone hear about the clinical trial for Junctional in Europe starting this coming fall? I will be keeping a close eye on that one. I also heard of the progress at Stanford for a cure but at this point we're not told exactly what to expect. The cure works on mice though, so, whatever, LOL. Nice to have some hope! My job is to make sure Nicky lives to see a cure! We need prayers.

mommy @ 9:53 AM   

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friday, October 13th, 2006

Nicky started Fifth grade in mid-august. Wow, I can't believe my baby is already in his last year of elementary. He's doing well too-at the last parent/teacher conference a couple of weeks ago, his teacher told me he's getting all As, plus, not only she really loves him, his new aide likes him a lot, and all the kids are very helpful and spend time with him. I just wish his EB was doing as well. A couple of times a year, usually once in the Spring and once in the Fall, his allergies flare up and he throws up a lot more than usual. This past week he has thrown up blood a lot. Why blood? Because his throat's skin is so fragile, like the rest of the skin, that it brakes very easily, and just the action of throwing up, plus the adverse affects of his stomach acids, are enough to damage his esophagus enough for him to throw up blood along with the excess phlegm he has collected that needs to 'go'.

He's a trooper and he goes to school anyway, mostly because he knows there is nothing we can do to stop it and he rarely throws up at school, he only usually gets the urge after he wakes up after a nap or in the morning-the phlegm builds up while he sleeps and then it all must come out somehow... 

The other concern right now is his mouth. We are waiting for the dentist at the Children's Hospital to give us the get go and he'll schedule him for a cleaning-although I imagine they will have to put him under? I am not sure, but I am scared. His mouth really needs a cleaning though, there is no going around it. He can barely wash his teeth and the build up on his teeth is something I have never seen before. Skin has even grown OVER his baby teeth in the back of his mouth-it's insane.

Other than that, he plays (and fights) with his little brother, he chats on the computer with his daddy and does all his normal things he usually does. On his next break we'll have to give him a strong medicine to clean up his BM area which is impacted... never a dull moment! 

mommy @ 3:22 PM   

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sunday, July 9th, 2006

Nicky is hanging in there and truly is a happy child without a doubt. Wound-wise he's got the usual wounds that either take forever to heal like his ankles or knees, but the ones that worry me the most are the ones on his forearms. Interestingly enough his elbows are usually pretty good, it's the area between the elbow and the wrist that is really bad, and it has been bad for a long time now. We're trying different strategies and products but they don't seem to have made any difference-we'll keep trying. 

The great thing about Nicky now is that I can tell he's maturing. Even only 6 months ago, if a wound was bad and weeping and I wanted to change just that wound (knowing his bath was the next day) Nicky would throw a fit. It's different now. We discuss it and change it. He even decided yesterday to change more bandages around a particularly nasty wound that I wanted to initially and I was sooo proud of him! It's really hard with these kids to try to do what is right, and I am relieved that Nicky is at that age now where he understands the need of bandages being changed. Alleluja! I love him so much!

Another thing that made me very proud of him recently is his disposition. I showed him the picture of another child with EB that was younger than him but that could no longer walk and I told him the less he does, the less he'll be able to do in the long run, while the more he does and the more active he can be, then he'll more likely be able to move more and walk and be mobile. He agreed, so I told him he could no longer call me for things he could do himself. If he's sitting on the couch and cannot reach the remote control on the other side of the couch, that he had to go get it himself instead of calling me. Same for turning on or off the TV or his fan. He just had to do those things himself. He's been a real trooper and has done these things, but yesterday he surprised me: he got his own milk out of the fridge! That was no small deal. For one, he had to open the fridge (a feat in itself). Then he had to pull up a chair to the fridge, climb on the chair with his knees, get the milk jug from the top shelf, get the milk down, pour it into his cup and then put everything back. I was AMAZED! It took him a while but he DID IT!! GO NICKY GO!! 

As per school, he just finished 4th grade with HONORS! He will start 5th grade on August 15th. Even though we are moving, he will stay in the same school for various reasons. When he starts 6th grade next year he will start it in a new Middle School which is right across the street from our house! Sweet. 

Nicky enjoyed Camp Wonder this year once again! Lots of great stuff happened this year and he loved spending time with his friends. There is as always so much going on at camp every single day for the kids to enjoy! From horse-back riding, to trips to the lake, pirate/casino night, carnival night, the campfires, the smores, and of course, the air-hockey! Nicky had a blast!

mommy @ 9:57 AM   

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monday, April 17th, 2006

Things are improving for Nicky lately and I couldn't be happier. We took him to UCLA in February and the Doctor prescribed a steroid cream to heal that persistent wound that had me worried. The Doctor had stated that the wound was actually healed and it was replaced by healthy tissue, but the body had simply forgotten how to regrow skin on it. After only a couple of weeks of use of that cream the wound was completely healed (skin regrew on it) and I couldn't believe it. I tried using the cream on some of his other persistent wounds he's had for a while, such as those on those poor knees that haven't healed in years, but Nicky tells me that it hurts, so we're only going to use it on small wounds here and there. I was recently told of a new product called Egyptian Magic so I am looking for that right now hoping it will help heal these wounds that do not want to heal in other places. we'll see.

The great Doctors at LACH have been keeping his anemia in check and his numbers have improved greatly. The next blood/iron transfusion will be in late May. His last one was in February. He loves his power chair, although it had been out of commission from early December until recently. His dad's friend eventually fixed it, since nobody wanted to or could. Looong story, I wrote it all in my blog... if anyone is interested... click here. The Medical Community can be so inept! It never ceases to amaze me.

Aside all of this, Nicky is doing basically the same. He sleeps good, he loves his little brother, he chats with daddy, loves school and everything is normal as far as that goes. We're still waiting for the Hydrotherapy we were told we were approved for, we'll see. Next week we'll be going to Arizona to visit his dad and also to visit his uncle, my sister's husband, who will be in Phoenix for work from Italy. We're all pretty excited about it. My cousin that lives in Phoenix called me and he can't wait to see us and have our boys play together. It's going to be a lot of fun! My cousin and my BIL haven't seen Nicky in several years so it ought to be interesting. 

mommy @ 10:07 AM   

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wednesday, February 15th, 2006

I wish I could say things have improved, but they haven't. We're still waiting on the power chair. Nicky's power chair broke down in early December and since the place where we originally purchased it from through our insurance no longer takes our insurance, the referral dept at our pediatrician's office had a hell of a time finding someone else that would fix it. The first company came to pick it up to fix it (and they claimed they fixed this brand), and when, 10 days later, nobody called me (as usual, nobody ever calls me!!) I called them and asked if they fixed the chair or what was up with it. The lady was so rude. She told me that I "forgot" to give them the charger and they needed it. I lost it. Not only I told them they could have called me the next day, and not wait for ME to call THEM to give me this information, but they DID NOT NEED the charger to check and see what was wrong with the power chair!!! The next day some technician called me back and told me they did not fix this type of chair and that they would bring it back in a few days. We then had to wait a MONTH for the referral dept to find someone else! This time they tried to contact the manufacturer for parts, they waited a week and then realized the manufacturer went out of business and finally a week later (in late January) they told me they would contact the Medical Group to deem the chair unfixable since they cannot get new parts and that they needed to get a new chair for Nicky. That was 2 weeks ago, and I am STILL waiting for anyone to call me back, and I left 3 messages!!! Does anyone give a crap that my son is going to school with a wheelchair that is so small I cannot fully put his seatbelt on like I am supposed to? Obviously not.

The wound on Nicky's armpit looks a tiny bit better since I changed the dressing to ADAPTIC. As a matter of fact I am really impressed with Adaptic, I will be using it on Nicky much more often. We finally did get the approval to see a dermatologist that knows about EB (it's a miracle-but it was only after I told the pediatrician that if the wound was cancerous Nicky could die, I find it horrible that nobody gives a crap unless cancer and death are mentioned in the same sentence, but, I digress), now I just have to find a decent phone number to make an appointment, since all the numbers they gave me were disconnected! Can something else go wrong? Probably.

Aside all of this drama, Nicky is doing basically the same. He sleeps good, he loves his little brother, he chats with daddy, loves school and everything is normal as far as that goes. He had an iron transfusion in January and will have another one next week. He was also approved for Hydrotherapy after the Doctor pleaded his case with the insurance company (another miracle!) so I am waiting for them to call me (ha!) to make an appointment. I think it will be wonderful for Nicky if we're actually able to go!!

mommy @ 10:13 AM   

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wednesday, December 28th, 2005

I can't believe that I haven't written in Nicky's journal for so long... time gets away from me and Nicky's little brother does not let me do much, he climbs all over me and barely lets me do anything on the computer... oh well. Here's what I wrote about Nicky on our Christmas Letter: 
"Nicky turned 9 years old in late November. I am sad to say that his condition is not at all improving, if anything he's getting worse and worse all the time. While when he was his brother's age (2) he was just a typical kid, just a little more cautious with a few wounds, now he cannot be even remotely compared to his peers. For one, he can only walk a few steps at a time, his feet are badly injured most of the time and I even end up needing to carry him around the house at times... not a slight feat since he weighs over 60lb. He's still in diapers since he has no control over his BM, and EB wise he has many wounds that haven't healed in a very long time. One in particular is of major concern, it's not that big (the size of a quarter) but it bleeds badly every time we change his gauze and sometime it looks raised, sometimes concave, no matter what product we use (and we tried them all!) it wants nothing to do with healing. Since skin cancer is a major concern with his condition, I will be looking for a dermatologist in the new year-one that actually knows about EB. That will be a feat in itself, and getting the insurance to approve it, will be yet another feat. In the new year Nicky will need major blood/iron transfusions as well, something we are not particularly looking forward to. Aside all his health problems, Nicky is for the most part a very happy child-he loves his little brother and loves playing his videogames (anything with 'Mario' in the title will do!) and loves to watch the TV channel called 'Boomerang', where they show old cartoons such as the Flintstones, the Pink Panther, Popeye, Scooby-Doo and much more. Nicky also loves watching game shows! In the school front, he's doing quite well. In the last two trimesters of 3rd grade he got straight As, and the 1st trimester of Fourth grade (the grade he's in at the moment) he had 'almost' straight As, he had one or two Bs (I can't remember)."

I am not sure I can add anything else to this at this point... will try to keep updated on his journal more often!

mommy @ 11:01 AM   

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thursday, July 28th, 2005

Nicky's home for the summer and he's soooo bored! We did have quite a busy month between late May and late June, but now he can't wait to go back to school. In late May we went to visit his dad in Arizona and he played with him the entire long Memorial Day weekend while mommy and Connor hit the Mall and IKEA among visiting many friends. In mid-June we went to Dante's High School's Graduation (Dante is Nicky's step-sister's brother) and he enjoyed it even if he was a little bored during the ceremony. Dante and Skylar's grandma lives in a small farm so she took all kinds of animals in for Nicky to see... a little pig, chicken, etc.
In late June we went to Nicky's favorite place: Camp Wonder! Camp Wonder is a Camp for children with skin diseases and Nicky loved to be able to spend time with his other 'EB' friends, especially Garrett! He had a blast. Once we returned Nicky's dad came to visit and brought Nicky a little video camera for his computer so now they are chatting with the video camera and microphone daily. Nicky loves it! He also loves Incredimail so I am sending him all kinds of kid's letters. We went to the Sequoia National Monument last week and he enjoyed it immensely!

mommy @ 9:32 AM   

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sunday, May 1st, 2005

Nicky's doing well nowadays for the most part. He has about the same wounds as always, nothing more, nothing less. He seems to have still some energy left from all those transfusions, but we did get his blood checked last week and we're waiting for the results.
Less than a month and then he's done with 3rd grade! Seems impossible. His teacher has told me he will most likely have all As in his final report card, and, well, I couldn't be more proud. My little smarty pants, LOL. 
He's excited right now because his daddy will come and visit for a few days next weekend, so he's looking forward to that. We're also planning a trip to Arizona in early June to visit his dad and also for his mommy to visit family and friends. June will be a busy month because we're also be traveling to Las Vegas to attend Nicky's step-brothers' graduation from High School and then it's CAMP TIME! 4th grade won't start until mid August and there will no longer be a 'track' per se, he'll go to school straight until the following June except for time off for Xmas and Spring Break.
Other than that he was excited the other day when his little brother Connor spontaneously gave him a hug and rested his little head on his shoulder once again, he was just so happy to feel so loved by the little one... 

mommy @ 10:58 AM   

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wednesday, february 2, 2005

Well... today Nicky's having one of those days where he can't open his eyes... sigh. I hope he gets better by tomorrow, I just can't stand seeing him on the couch, just lying there all day with a blanket over his head because light hurts him... at least he gets a lot of rest, and his body needs that, I guess, always looking for that silver lining...
Health wise he is doing okay for the most part. As of Monday he's home from school for a month, he is, as they say, 'off track' until February 28th. On January 28th Nicky received an honor! He got into the Super Intendent's Honor Roll! This means he is getting straight As in school and we could not be prouder of him!!
He's excited because his daddy will come and visit for a few days on February 10th so he's looking forward to that. On February 24 or 25th he has another appointment at Children's Hospital in LA to check his iron levels in his blood. His last iron transfusion was in mid November so he's probably due for one at this point. Other than that he was excited the other day when his little brother Connor spontaneously gave him a hug and rested his little head on his shoulder, he was just so happy to feel so loved by the little one... on my part, I try to find time to play with Nicky every day. We enjoy playing either Mario Party 6 together or Mario Kart, depending on how much time I have to dedicate to play! One game of Mario Party 6 can last up to 2 hours, while one race on Mario Kart is usually only 15 minutes!! Thank goodness I like playing videogames, otherwise we would have to get a board game out or something!! LOL. I enjoy playing with him and we look forward to it every day! 

mommy @ 9:26 AM   

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wednesday, january 5, 2005

Nicky's doing okay for the most part health wise. Not really any better nor any worse. He had one week in december where he had very few wounds, but now, sigh, he's back to 'normal' so to speak.
He had a really great Xmas... tons and tons of presents were under the tree! He was so funny... he kept looking at each present to see who it was for and he kept saying 'there is another one for me'... and 'here's another one for me'.. mommy, most of them are for me!! LOL.. he really cleaned out, and we were happy that not only we were able for him to have a nice Xmas, but that so many relatives thought of him and sent him things as well, such as his grandparents, aunts etcetera. 
He's now back in school and loves it. As much as he likes to just stay home and play videogames all day long, he likes the interaction with the other kids more than he realizes!! He's doing pretty well with grades too, such a bonus!

mommy @ 9:59 AM   

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monday, december 13, 2004

Nicky had a great birthday. His daddy was here and we had a good party. His birthday page will be up most likely sometime later this month or in early January! We are waiting to get some pictures developed and with the holidays and all, getting things done is quite the job! 
Lately Nicky seems to be doing quite well skinwise. I am not sure if it has to do with the iron transfusions or just the fact that he's a happier kid in general (he enjoys his little brother sooo much!!) or just because it's winter (he normally fares better and itches less in the winter time), but he hasn't had these few wounds in YEARS. He has a few that are dime-sized here and there, such as on his wrists, ankle, armpit and lower legs, but, again, they are small and basically will be gone soon. The only two sores that are rather large (the size of the palm of my hand) are on his knees, and even those look much smaller than usual. To say that we are thrilled that he's doing so well it's an understatement. It makes me, as his mom, feel blessed and hopeful that he might very well live a long time and be here when the cure comes around... things a mommy hopes for!!

mommy @ 3:35 PM   

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thursday, november 18, 2004

Nicky had a great Halloween-he dressed up like Shrek and had a good time going from house to house with his power chair for the first time. We weren't out for that long but it was still fun. This was the first time that I actually took him treak-or-treat, the past times either his dad took him or his step-sister Skylar.
Nicky had quite a few iron transfusions lately. He had 5 since early October plus an actual blood transfusion in late September. He has another iron tx on the 29th and then we'll see how he does. His Hemoglobin levels were 7 which were almost borderline before we started (I guess 6 or below is critical) and at the last labs a few weeks ago his levels were up to 11 (normal levels are between 12-14) which is fantastic. My guess is that once this 'boost' of iron is over with, we might need to go back maybe once a month. I will know more after we go back on the 29th.
Nicky's hamster died last week... boo... Nicky was so sad. He picked the dead animal from his cage and I found him holding and caressing him. I thought it was kind of gross, but he didn't, so.. okay. I told him to give me a few days to find the time to clean the cage real good and we'll go get him a new hamster (or hamsters plural? We'll see) when his dad comes to visit this coming Sunday for a week. His birthday is next Thursday (a week from today!) and he's very excited about that! Guess what the decoration will be on the cake? But Shrek, of course!!

mommy @ 9:53 AM   

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friday, october 15, 2004

We got back a couple of days ago from Stanford for Nicky's 8th throat dilatation. It had been since August 2002 that he had one and I suspected that we honestly could not wait any longer. "Not a moment too soon" I told his Dr as he was being wheeled into the OR. Nicky had started throwing up phlegm and blood a few days earlier and could not stop.
The surgery went very well. The Dr. told me I was right! The surgery truly could not have waited any longer. His throat was down to 1mm. That is a miniscule amount to pass any saliva, let alone any food. They stretched it to 8mm and it will be good for some time now, I am hoping at least a year or so.
Nicky decided he was going to be Shrek this Halloween! Not a surprise, really! He chose the Shrek theme for this, his website, as well. I got him a cute outfit and he will wear it for the first time next Sunday at the Southern California's EB meeting. It'll be fun.
The visit with his dad went well! He really misses his dad so they have a lot of fun playing constantly. 
Other than that is same-o same-o, next week we'll take two trips down to CHLA for two iron transfusions and then that is it. For now anyway! 

mommy @ 4:46 PM   

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saturday, october 2, 2004

Nicky is so happy today! His daddy is coming to visit from Arizona for a few days! He was so excited he couldn't sleep! He's just so funny. And what a good kid. This past Monday I took him to get his second blood transfusion and he was so brave. He did throw a fit when they took his blood (which isn't good because when he acts this way then he ends up throwing up! Ugh!) but during the transfusion he was an angel. He even played with Connor! So funny...
We will be going back next Tuesday for an iron-drip, and the week after next we're driving up to Stanford for his 8th throat dilatation. This is the first dilatation in two years, remarkable considering we had to do one every three months!
Skin wise he's doing okay I guess. His best areas are his chest and upper arms, the rest of his body is fair game, they can and have wounds that might heal quickly (in a couple of weeks) or months or be chronic which scares me to death.
In school Nicky is doing fantastic! He got student of the month for July and was put in the Principal's Honor Roll. His first trimester report card shows all As and one B in Math. The only reason he has that B instead of an A is because they time him with problems, such as 25 problems in one minute or 100 in 4 minutes, and he has a very hard time with that.
He's now at home and will remain at home for the next 3 weeks. He will go back to school on October 25th. He decided he's going to be Shrek for Halloween so he can't wait for that!! 

mommy @ 9:49 AM   

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So many people told me that the reason Nicky had EB or that his big brother Alex was stillborn is because God wanted to tell us something, teach us something or was punishing us. Some even said that we didn't pray enough (barf). A pastor kindly took my hand and gave me this scripture.

John 9:1-3 says this:

"And as Jesus passed by, he saw a man which was blind from his birth. And his disciples asked him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him."

God doesn't make bad kinds of things happen as a punishment for our sins. God doesn't make them happen at all. It's just the way things are. But somehow God redeems these things and us with them. God is present with us in these times. God suffers with us in these times. And God works through those things that happen to bring some good out of them; to bring some measure of healing and wholeness out of them; to bring new life out of them.

My Special Child
By Cynthia A. Bartko

As I look at your face, my special child, I see a gift from God, so meek and so mild. Your accomplishments may seem few and far between, but happier parents you have never seen. With every move you make, my heart swells with pride. My smile beams brightly from side to side. You'll never know what it feels like to not be loved. You are truly a gift sent from Heaven above. As I look at you now I fully understand that I won't be alone, God is holding my hand. Life has a funny way of turning things around. If we let Him take over, His love will abound. I never knew true faith until you were born. A special crown I have been given to adorn. Only a few chosen parents will be able to say A special child has been sent to show me the way. I'm so proud of you wherever we go. I'll never be afraid to let my love show. I thank God for you every day that goes by, I'll never ask, "Why me, God, why?"

Some may own castles on the banks of the Rhine,
and hire an orchestra each morning at nine.
But richer than I they will never be...
I had a mom who made Web pages for me!

~Nicky's Realm on the Web~
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